Sometimes things don’t turn out as expected. I loved today.
“Joy”, 20×20 centimeter 8×8 inches, acrylic paint.
I don’t want to say much, afraid I’ll jinx it or ruin something. But it was a good day. Surprising. Warm. Funny. And I don’t know, maybe I just get this one day. I’m still terribly sad inside, full of grief. But today I’m also happy. Feeling small and careful, when offered that hand I’ll take it and follow. If things seem stable and real, I’ll grow stronger.